
I felt like this but I was on the road…
Sometimes a run just sucks. Sometimes life just sucks. But we all have to move on right? Yesterday after work, I had a no good, very bad, awful run.
I was still very congested from my cold, I hadn’t been sleeping and I had eaten a large late lunch.
I tried to get myself in the mood to go for a run but that was just not happening. I just wanted to go home and crawl into bed with a book.
But I had missed 2 runs while being sick so I just wasn’t going to let it happen again. On my way to the neighborhood where I have been running lately, I decided that I was going to run at least 3 miles (if it killed me) but I really wanted to run 4 or 5.
Once I actually got on the road though, I realized this run was going to be tough, mentally and physically.
My legs felt like lead. My chest hurt. My stomach was too full. I wanted to quit after 2 miles. I dragged myself to 3 miles and then I willed myself to do 4.
Yeah, I walked some but got it done.
Usually I get down on myself and question my running ability. I wonder how I am ever going to 13.1 miles if I can’t run 3. My pace is 12-13 min/mile. How embarrassing is that? I’m not fast but I could run 9-10 min/miles. Maybe I should give it up. Wah wah wah…
Instead, the type A me analyzed the situation:
- You’ve had 2 injuries. The 2nd one before you totally recovered from the first.
- You’ve been sick. It’s hard to run when you can’t breathe.
- Running on a full stomach — stupid!
- You always run better in the morning. Gotta do an AM run soon.
- Even when you raced well, you had BAD training runs. You need to run a race!
- What about music…gotta charge that iPod and listen to some tunes!
- 4 crappy miles are better than zero miles
- Get over it… bad runs happen!

Thanks Ryan. I don’t mind if you do!
So today is a rest day (and it is raining/sleeting)!
I haven’t decided about the weekend. I signed up for a virtual 5K tomorrow with friends and a 10K on Sunday.
I will either do the 5k & add 3 miles afterwards or the race but not both.
I know both will be fine — running with others is always motivating.
Happy Running! How do you deal with bad runs?

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